All the Whys

I got a couple of snacks at the store on the way home, but I haven’t eaten any of them, yet, and it’s 7:20. Okay, I had my iced coffee, but still, on a typical day, I’d have both.

I’m actually still in the blue, I think.

I can do this. I can I can I can I can I can I can I can…

But what am I going to do in a couple of hours when I’m hungry again? That’s the question. When I’m tired and my motivation and resolve fail me.

I need to, like, tattoo my why’s onto the inside of my arm or something. Maybe I could make some kind of jewelry, like a bracelet or necklace, with all the why’s on it. Something I could look at and play with when I’m feeling vulnerable.

How would I do that, though?