They mustn’t have liked my editorial, because they’re not moving me forward. Now what? I’m not going to make it here, either, I’m never going to produce enough boxes.
I asked what I did wrong. I want to know. Let’s see if they respond. Mostly, they don’t.
I thought it was good. I give up. I just give up. No one gets me. No one sees what I’m capable of. Why bother anymore? It’s just disappointment after fucking disappointment.