I’m not doing very well. I still haven’t gone to the bathroom, and I’m not really keeping anything down. I’m in a lot of pain. Every tiny sip I take feels like a stab in my stomach and comes back up.

I’m going to end up in the ER.

I feel like I should not wait four days to take the enema. I should just take one now. On the other hand, none of the enemas I took in 2021 were effective. They only caused me more pain.

What finally worked for me in 2021 was an entire bottle of Miralax cleanout. But now my stomach is much smaller.

I’m afraid of the noises my esophagus is making right now. It’s clearly angry with me. I’m afraid this whole thing may have been a huge mistake.

I should never have been drinking the whey. I know it makes me sick. They insisted I try the isolate. I knew it wasn’t a good idea.

Now all I want to do is lay down and sleep this off, but I can’t, because it keeps me awake and I constantly feel like I’m going to vomit. No relief.

Why did I do this?