I’m Awake, Really

If I lie down, the gym’s never happening. If I close my eyes, I’ll pound the snooze button for an hour. But I’m of no use as I am. Eyelids already fluttering.

What is wrong with me?

I forgot my pills. That doesn’t help. Sleep quality is mostly still poor.

I can’t stay awake. I just can’t. Need to close my eyes just for a minute.

I closed my eyes but only for a few minutes. Then I got up, took my pills and went to the gym. Now my meds have kicked in and I feel a lot better.

I still can’t help thinking there’s something really wrong when I’ve just been sleeping and all I want is to go back to sleep.

I guess it’s probably the sleep apnea. I don’t get enough CPAP hours.

This post is going nowhere, and I don’t have time to make it go anywhere, so I’m just going to have to leave it as is. Time to get dressed and start the day.

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