I tried to cut and paste some text I had written and lost the text. Now I have to rewrite.

I don’t know what to write. Afraid to write anything because I know I’m still being watched.

It’s like, okay, it’s safe to say I’ll never write about work again. I always kind of knew it was a bad idea, despite freedom of speech, freedom of expression, etc.

But now I’m paranoid to say anything about anything! And let’s face it, that’s pretty much everything. What if it is misunderstood, twisted, or otherwise taken out of context? Or what if it is just too honest?

I feel paralyzed to speak, much like I did as a child.

Censored.

I don’t think it’s fair.