Iām afraid I donāt have anything really meaningful to say right now. Nothing profound.
Iāve resisted just spouting off mindless drivel. Which means Iām not posting as frequently.
Which maybe isnāt the worst thing.
I mean, if Iām saying nothing, whatās the sense? Iām only wasting everyoneās time.
My kids are surprisingly okay with me being on second shift. They look forward to seeing me in the morning, and to Face Timing at night on my lunch break.
Desmond actually wants me to stay on second shift come September, because then I can stay home with Aislyn while Derek takes him to the bus. Middle school starts earlier. Then weāre not all waiting on Aislyn to get ready, as sheās known to dilly dally. She can sleep until she has to get ready for school.
Hereās the thing: Iām not as tired as I was on first shift. Not nearly. I get about the same amount of sleep, I think. But I feel far more alert much more of the time, now.
All I can think is it must have something to do with timing and meds. And possibly circadian rhythm.
But, I donāt know. I donāt know whatās going to happen. Sales could come back up. I could still get promoted. That dude upstairs is supposedly retiring. Other things.
So I donāt know.
Iām not sure if Iām going to urgent care for my foot or if Iām just going to wait and go to my appointment Monday. At this point, I may just wait. I have stuff to do. Who knows how long I could be waiting in urgent care? Also, might urgent care be a COVID hotspot?
Itās only one more day. I can get through it.
Enjoy your morning. See you soon. šāŗļø