Not on the scale, unfortunately. Iām good and up on the scale.
Iām feeling down. Low motivation. Low self confidence. Iād rather just crawl back into bed today, to be honest with you.
I donāt have time to write much, as I had difficulty getting up, as well. Also, my hands hurt.
The good news is itās early. It could change. Possibly my meds havenāt quite kicked in, yet, although theyāre usually pretty fast-acting, like 15 minutes.
Possibly Iām just still tired.
This might be the real meaning of ānot a morning person.ā Maybe it does take some people a little more time to get their bearings and see things in perspective.
I still donāt think itās a good enough excuse to be grouchy to other people, though.
Think about it. Thatās a whole chunk of your day youāre already choosing rudeness. Over time, a whole portion of your life.
What a waste of energy. What a waste of a lot of things.
I know in the 90s especially it was cool to be aloof and cynical, but at some point you have to dispense with the attitude and be a functional adult.
Yeah. I feel better now. My meds mustāve had to do their thing. My body mustāve had to do its thing of waking up all the way.
I have to go now. Have a throw-down Thursday (but donāt get into any actual throw downs on my account just because I like to alliterate), drive safely, and as always, thanks for reading! ššā„ļø