Somehow, I got that song Endless Love stuck in my head this morning, and now I’m in tears.
Even when I was a little girl, it made me cry. Probably because it made my mother cry.
My children are healers. When I’m sad, they don’t break down. They try to help. They are so beautiful and kind. They make me proud.
I try really hard to keep it together in front of them, though. It’s not that I think showing your emotions is unacceptable. I just want them to feel safe and secure.
It’s not hormonal. It’s not medication. I don’t know what it is today.
Usually I’m ready to hit the ground running Monday morning.
Sometimes my emotions creep up on me. I’ll seem okay and I won’t even realize I’m feeling something, and the next thing I know, I’m a blubbering fool. What is that? Stress? Depression? Human nature?
Don’t worry about me. I’ll be okay. Once I get in my car, put on my likes, this will be a thousand miles behind me.
I have that phone interview today.
Oops, I’ve gotta go! Talk later ❤️