Out of My System

I hope that’s the end of my negativity for a while.

It occurred to me that I used to be on a higher dose of Abilify. I wonder if that would help. For some reason, Dr. Naimark wanted to get me off of it before, so we tapered off by lowering the dose.

He seemed to think it was to blame for my weight gain. I do not. I started it in 2017, right after I had Aislyn, and I lost all that weight and reached lifetime in 2018, all while on Abilify. Abilify is good.

The weight gain has little to do with the meds, I think. It’s all about my habits. Although I definitely did gain on the Depo. Don’t worry, we won’t go there, again.

It’s dawning on me that my blog still is not at all kid-friendly, just because there’s no curse words in the last few posts.

The content is still very adult-themed. All this talk about medication? Desmond is still too young, I think, for this. And I don’t want him to have to deal with my dark side, either.

Maybe I could smiley-face or thumbs-up the posts that are okay for him to read.

I love that he wants to read my writing. I just don’t want to stress out his impressionable little mind anymore than it already is with my issues.

I will even go back through my old posts and find acceptable ones for him.

I trust that he’ll follow my guidelines and only read the ones I okay. He’s a good boy.

Okay, that’s what I’m going to go do for a while. Talk later.