Shane Times Kids Town

Happy to be home with Shane and the kids. And my heated polar bear blanket .

I’m just going to relax for a while. I’m not going to put the heat on on the blanket, though, because I would probably fall asleep.

Close to 17,000 steps today. Which is good, since I had 2 pieces of pizza, and one of them had bacon.

I have a headache in my eye, the worst kind.

That phone interview is Monday.

Maybe they’ll have an internal candidate.

Maybe someone else will have more experience.

Oh my gosh, am I rooting against myself?

There’s a chance I might not be on my side.

It’s because I’m happy where I am. I want to stay there. But if they don’t have anything for me, what else can I do?

I can wait, I guess, but for how long? Six months? A year?

Pretty soon Desmond will want to be with his friends. He won’t need me, anymore. And I’ll be so sad. But I’ll be happy that he has his friends.

That’s going to happen either way, though.

I don’t know what to do. I have hounded HR. I look at that job board at least six times a day, praying for something relevant to appear. Anything at all.

What do I do?

Not worry so much, maybe. No job has been offered to me, so there’s no choice to make right now. And there might not be. We will just have to wait and see.