Short

I only have a few minutes, because I’m going in early today, as I have OT at 2:30.

I was thinking about my goal weight, and how very low it is. I might not want to be as tiny as I was in college. For a few reasons. I’m not 19, it’s incredibly hard to maintain, I might’ve been too skinny, anyway, and I might shrink even in areas I’d rather not.

I might have to rethink my goal. Do I really need to be that thin? Why? Would I be happier? Healthier? Is it even realistic, like, will I make it down that far?

I’ll just tell you: I was around 110 in college. I think this is an unrealistic expectation at 44. And I would have a looooong way to go from where I am.

I think I could do it, if I wanted to. But I don’t think I do. I don’t think it would be easy or fun to try to stay that small. Even in college, I used to freak out over one bad food choice because I might gain 5 pounds.

Right now I’d be thrilled to be even 150. My tiny friend in the SWH is 150.

But I would probably be happy with 125.

If these numbers seem low, don’t forget, I am 5’1.

Must go now. Have a fine morning and a safe commute, and from the bottom of my heart, you guys, thanks for reading ❤️