Okay, October is clean.
I haven’t deleted any posts. All the ones that discuss very much work are going into draft.
I’m resentful for feeling like I have to do this.
I don’t know at whom, exactly, to direct my anger. Who would tell them I had a blog? Did they figure it out on their own, or did someone tip them off?
It’s not that I wrote anything really bad. I’m just feeling…exposed.
Now I’m going to feel like I have to edit myself even more than I already do.
I’m really sorry, readers.