Still Upset

Okay, October is clean.

I haven’t deleted any posts. All the ones that discuss very much work are going into draft.

I’m resentful for feeling like I have to do this.

I don’t know at whom, exactly, to direct my anger. Who would tell them I had a blog? Did they figure it out on their own, or did someone tip them off?

It’s not that I wrote anything really bad. I’m just feeling…exposed.

Now I’m going to feel like I have to edit myself even more than I already do.

I’m really sorry, readers.