Skinny Leah on the Brain

I didn’t do terribly last night. Something like 35 points? Not in the blue range, but could’ve been worse. I did get 13k steps, yesterday.

My image of myself is much different from reality. Believe it or not, in my mind, I see myself much thinner than I actually am. Looking in the mirror usually shocks me. Looking at pics of myself is even worse. I hardly recognize myself.

People who know me from before know that when I’m thinner, I’m very shapely. After aging, excessive weight gain, and two kids, I’m not sure if I will be able to get back to that exact shape. Probably not. It is what it is, I suppose.

But I do know if I can just start losing again, I will feel better about myself, regardless. I have a walk-in closet full of smalls and mediums from just a year ago that I’m sure must be feeling forgotten and neglected. You’re not forgotten, S & M.

Wow, that did not come out right.