Can’t Get Cool

I feel exhausted and sore, though I didn’t do much today, and I’m so hot. I’m by myself in the bedroom, trying to cool down by the AC.

Why is my body so sore? This doesn’t bode well for me for tomorrow.

I’m so off because of the Adderall. I’m worried I’m going to run out completely before it’s resolved. Then what? I’m going to be a hot mess.

I’ve been on it since 2017. Everything was so hard until they got me on the right meds. Even simple things. I was so overwhelmed that even Desmond was repeating the word: “ober-wemmed.”

I’m ready for bed.