It Gets Worse?!

I’m struggling not to eat a 500-calorie cookie right now. I thought it might help to have coffee instead, but I still kind of want the cookie. Okay, not kind of. I really want the damn cookie. I can hear Kimmy saying “If you want the damn cookie, eat the damn cookie, just make sure you track it.” But I’m afraid it will start the whole binge cycle even earlier in the day than normal.

I really need to change my relationship with food. I’m on the losing end right now…except I’m not losing!

I’m eating grapes right now. They’re good, but they’re no chewy chocolate chip cookie.

It’s interesting. I’m working much harder at this only to fail than I ever have to succeed at it.