Bad

I’m just feeling bad about myself today. I’m bloated and my face is chubby and I’m sure I look awful. I feel like I can’t do anything right.

I’m really struggling. I wish I knew why I did so well last year. For seven months I did amazing. Now…

What was it that made me stick to the program? Was it all the biking? I biked six days a week. There’s no way I can do that working 40 hours. Is there? I’m already so exhausted. Even just thinking about it makes me want to go hide under the covers.

I can’t stay on this path, that’s for sure. I’ll end up back where I started.