Hit Snooze

I don’t think I slept very well. Too much caffeine. It’s a temporary situation. This too shall pass.

Tonight is weigh-in. It will be different because it’s at the end of the day rather than the beginning, so my weight will be up from everything I’ve put in my body all day, especially fluid.

I’m not looking forward to it. My clothes are tight. That pretty much tells me everything I need to know. I have my monthly zits, too. Yuck. I never get bad cramps, but zits and bloating come with the package. Also very emotional, always the second day and often the day before.

I guess that even after you’ve gone through menopause, you still have a “cycle.” You don’t bleed anymore, but you can feel it emotionally.

Enough about that.

I’m concerned I’m not going fast enough at work. I am getting faster, but I’m nowhere near where I need to be. It’s funny, they don’t expect you to be fast, but then suddenly they do. It’s a very thin line.

15 boxes yesterday. I’ve got to at least beat that. Afraid to say they want you to do 24. How am I ever going to get to 24? If I go too fast, my quality will suffer.

I might have to forfeit my early break. No, there’s no way I can do that. It’s very tiring, you need to sit.

Got to go. Have a good day.