Life Before Adderall

I’ve felt sleepy all day, even though I slept until 8:00. I can’t decide whether to fold laundry, clean the kitchen, or go upstairs and nap.

The thing with not doing the kitchen is I’ll complain about its condition until it’s clean. I do have all of tomorrow, though.

If I nap, I may have a better chance of staying awake tonight for SNL.

And I just plain don’t want to fold laundry. I feel like that’s all I do all week.

I have the hiccups. Hiccups are the worst. I always get them three times in a day, guaranteed. No idea why.

I used to not mind as much, feeling tired at inappropriate times of the day. It was normal for me. Then I started Adderall, and I loved feeling fully awake so much, I never wanted to go back.

Now with that Depo shot I feel like I did before I started the Adderall. Except now I hate feeling tired. It’s intolerable to me.

I can’t wait to be back to normal, well, I guess there is no “normal” for me, but I can’t wait to be back to life without Depo. What a massive, life-altering mistake.

I just thought I ought to be on something, and they wouldn’t put me back on the pill.

Okay, I’m going upstairs to take a nap.