Another Big-Bowl-of-Cereal Night

I think it’s been every night this week that I’ve been up. Or every morning.

I don’t have anything new to write about. I’m just up.

I should try ear plugs again.

They have home sleep studies, now, that you can do.

I take Aislyn to the GI doctor this morning for follow up. I’m increasingly concerned she won’t be fully independent toileting by kindergarten. Then what?

She has very few accidents at Gramma’s. I think it’s behavioral with us. I just don’t know what to do about it. I’ve tried having her clean herself, but it doesn’t bother her. And then I’m worried about hygiene.

Naturally, I blame myself. Somehow, it’s got to be my fault, right?

She doesn’t have special needs. She’s been reading sight words since she was three. She’s a very bright little girl. Just damn stubborn.

I don’t know what to do.